Overly Efficient

I was forced to get a new phone; the old one started to precipitously decline and would randomly restart. I’m a creature of habit and I’m easily bewildered by new technology (shocking for a computational chemist, I know!); I’ve only owned two smartphones in thirteen years (an iPhone5 and a first-generation SE). To minimize having to switch again in the next five years, I decided on an iPhone17. I was dreading making the switch.

 

The Apple store at my local mall was quite busy when I arrived; eventually someone was assigned to help me. I said I was interested in getting a new phone. The employee wanted to know which model, assumed I knew all the pros and cons, was curt in her responses, and I felt rushed through the process. I was nervous about moving data from my old phone to my new one, but was told it would be easy and I should “just follow the prompts”. A new phone was given to me in its box, I tapped my credit card, and I was done. The employee moved on to the next customer. Purchase completed, but anxiety heightened.

 

I stopped by the T-Mobile store for help getting the SIM and info in my old phone transferred to the new one. There were no other customers at the store, and the employee was relaxed and friendly. I said I was feeling anxious about the challenge given my old phone had a very old OS which suggested a more arduous process. But the employee helped me through the steps, which turned out to be short and easy. The phones, placed next to each other, did their info-sync dance. He then patiently showed me some basic moves for my new phone (when to use buttons and how to swipe for different options). He empathized with the challenge of switching to a new outlay, and answered my very basic questions without judgment of my ignorance. It was a very positive experience and reduced my anxiety substantially.

 

The epiphany I had after these two contrasting customer experiences is that I want my students to experience the second one when they visit me in office hours. However, more often than is warranted, they get the first one instead. The problem is me; I’m overly efficient, and sometimes the student feels rushed through a process. If the student was feeling anxious by their ignorance, I haven’t allayed the student’s (usually unspoken) concern. I expect a student to have done some background work and have their questions ready, and I answer them efficiently, especially if there is more than one student in my office. I ping-pong amongst the students so they get their answers efficiently while making sure no one student has to wait long in between. Students have busy lives, many busier than mine, and I don’t want them to experience long wait times if they visit. If there’s only one student in my office, I don’t have to ping-pong but I do multitask and work on something else in between their questions, which I suppose is me trying to be efficient with my own time. But from their point of view, the vibe I’m giving out might well be “I’m a busy person, so get on with it.” Overly efficient.

 

In my student evaluations, I get the occasional comment from a student that feels intimidated about asking questions in office hours and feels I was being dismissive in my answers. It’s true I expect the student to come into office prepared with their questions after working through the material; that’s something they should learn to do as they prepare for the working world. I also have a philosophy of not spoon-feeding; I sometimes respond with a question or ask a student to look at their notes to see the definitions or examples we covered in class. I want the student to understand that they have to put in the time and work to chew over what we’ve covered and not just say “I didn’t understand anything in class” and try to get me to go over it all again a second time. The vibe I’m giving off? Like the Apple employee. Quick, curt, efficient, and expected me to know what I was looking for before I came in.

 

Not all students feel this way. Some like the way I do things and say so in the student evaluations. They felt their questions were answered, that I was helpful in office hours, and felt that I cared that they were successful in the class. They said I was accessible, even when other students were in my office. But these are likely the students who were not struggling excessively with the material, had a reasonably good background coming into class, and were stronger academically. They liked the depth, my varied explanations, and felt that the way I organized the class set them up for success. In contrast, the students who had negative experiences comment that I go over the basics too quickly, I’m not good at teaching beginners, and that I assume prior knowledge they don’t have. How I felt at the Apple store likely mirrors how some of them were feeling. So while I have good reasons for the way I structure my class and office hours, my recent customer service epiphany tells me that I need to make some changes so that the anxious students who feel they are clueless in class feel more welcome to ask questions and feel like they were actually aided.

 

My mantra to myself this semester is “don’t be overly efficient”. When you’re old and set in your ways, it’s harder to change. But that’s not an excuse; rather it’s a challenge I need to overcome. I know that I will revert to my efficiency (hopefully not too often) during office hour visits or during my interactions in class, but I need to keep making the effort to help the struggling students feel welcome. They’re the ones that need the most help, and if they’re not coming to my office, that’s a problem and I’m not helping them. I don’t need to be overly efficient with my own time, and maybe my time-log (which was likely excellent to have in my first several years as a professor) has slowly compounded my overly efficient behavior. I’ve been successful partly because I was efficient, and I want students to learn to be efficient in managing their time and learning. But more importantly, they are students, and still learning. I need to make accommodations and at least not give out an “impatient” vibe in my interactions with them. I think I’m being efficient. They think I’m impatient and that they’re not worth my time. I need to work on this because the whole reason I became a professor at a liberal arts college (and not a research-intensive university) is because I want to spend most of my time teaching students.

 

I tell students that office hours (I’ve called them “Drop-in hours” for the last five years) are my favorite time in my workday. It’s when I feel I actually help them individually because it’s harder to do so in the classroom with many students. I tell them I look forward to seeing them, but it’s clear some don’t believe me and my over-efficiency vibe dissuades them. I feel that fewer students come to my office in the age of A.I., where a friendly chatbot is always there to answer their questions as many times as necessary and makes them feel good while doing so. I’m no chatbot; I should be better than a chatbot (I’m certainly more accurate and I actually care about their learning as a human being). My goal this semester is for more students to feel that I am accessible, especially the ones that should be coming to my office to ask questions. Maybe my new phone can be a visible reminder to be more like the helpful T-Mobile employee and not be overly efficient.

ADOM Update

Nine months later, I’m still playing Ancient Domains of Mystery (ADOM). The character I was playing back when I blogged about ADOM did win, but with plenty of “scum saving” in between. It means that if my character died or did something particularly stupid, I simply restarted at the last save. While that’s not in the spirit of ADOM’s permadeath setup, I felt it was a good way to learn more of the game.

 

After the success of the hurthling archer (level 41), and subsequently losing several other characters in early deaths, my second character to win was a drakeling barbarian (level 35, 96 days in the Drakalor chain). There was also a little scum-saving so I could learn to deal with the strange effects of being cold-blooded. This made the Tower of Eternal Flames quest exciting and nail-biting and the final level was a little harder because my character needed to recover from the cold in the penultimate level. For both these wins, I avoided big boss Fistanarius, used a magic map, a wand of digging, and a wand of destruction on the levers. Both normal endings; I’ve never done an ultra-ending.

 

At this point, I decided I will no longer scum-save even if I have a promising character that makes it to the mid or late game. And many don’t. The next character who almost won, a human necromancer (level 39), died fighting Fistanarius. It was very close and I should have healed but thought I could withstand one more blow and Fistanarius was on his last legs. Then there was the gnome assassin (level 37), who got killed by the emperor moloch – I was doing well on the Filk quest up to that point. My third win, and my first with no scum-saving was a gnome priest (level 39); this is also my highest score at 14,747,264 points. Then there were two deaths (level 27 and level 31 characters) to Katharamandus, the stone dragon. I hadn’t gauged the difficulty because my hurthling archer didn’t have too much trouble completing the Rolf quest. That’s the one and only time I finished what Rolf asked.

 

I had my fourth win this weekend, with a little scum-saving because I had a dwarf chaos knight, which meant a very different game. I had lost several chaos knights in the early game, and when this one made it to the mid-game, I wanted to keep going. I fed the Demented Ratling six artifacts, but had hardly any wild boar encounters and no boar head so I gave up on that quest and decided it would be okay to finish as a most stupid follower of chaos. My character was very powerful (level 40) and I’ve never gotten so many artifacts. I easily beat molochs and balors on the final level. Because the strategy was different, I learned a lot in this last game.

 

At this point I’ve played 60+ characters, always randomly generated by Fate. Interestingly, of the top eight high scores (the finishers and the ones who made it to the mid-game), seven were female including all four finishers. Not sure why; a possibility is that I pay more attention to the Appearance stat and maybe my characters saw less corruption overall. I created my next character on New Year’s Eve, my first on a special day. Fate chose a male gnome wizard; he’s a bit boozy but maybe he’ll survive. And maybe he’ll thrive.

Biochem Round 2

Teaching biochemistry for the second time this past semester was not as time-consuming as the first time two years ago. I spent 3-5 hours per week on class prep and updating the materials which was three times less than my first run. This was significantly more manageable given I had two larger sections of G-Chem 1 using a new textbook. For Biochem, I did not make large-scale changes to the course. The topical flow was similar and I mainly updated the slides and study guides. I made some changes to the in-class computational activities, exclusively using the Molstar/PDB viewer (and skipping Pymol). I added a protein-folding-prediction exercise given the ubiquity of AlphaFold-like tools. It also has a nice wow-factor!

 

This second pass, I was able to clear up some errors I made and confusion on my part about some of the more complex enzyme regulation involving kinases, in particular FBPases. I streamlined the enzyme kinetics so it would be less heavy math-wise, and I think I did a better job with carbohydrate nomenclature without getting stuck in the weeds. Those are the positives. The negatives are that I likely went faster and had a little more information on my slides when I should likely have done the opposite. I also went into more chemical detail because a third of my class were chemistry or biochemistry majors; in contrast I had less than fifteen percent of them the first time I taught it.

 

My class was fifty percent larger this time around, simply because there were more students enrolling in the course as numbers have rebounded post-pandemic. This probably made the largest difference because it means I help each student less individually. This was certainly true during in-class activities where the students work in pairs or small groups and I circulate. The majority of students never came to office hours, which didn’t help matters. My end-of-semester grade distribution was much wider and included some D’s and more C’s, and there was a surprising amount of nonsense answers on exams. That being said, many of the students still did well and two-thirds were in the A and B range, unlike the first time around when ninety percent earned A’s and B’s. It was an unusually small class and I was likely paying lots of attention to the students and their learning. By spending less time on the metacognitive aspects of my own teaching and focusing much of my time on G-Chem, I think I did a poorer job overall.

 

The end-of-semester course evaluations were not surprising. On the Likert scale questions, my ratings went down – as expected for a larger class with more students not doing so well in the course. There were the usual comments about the speed at which we went through the material and the density of the material. A couple of students thought the twice-a-week format (with two longer rather than three shorter classes per week) was exhausting, and I see their point even with my three-minute break mid-class. Students found the study guides the most helpful; again not surprising. The chemistry and biochemistry majors liked my chemical emphasis and details. The non-majors did not like it. One made comparisons to the other sections which had “more MCAT applications” and another felt that while the other sections “skimmed through a lot of topics”, our class “felt like we learned the whole damn book”.

 

I don’t know when I will get to teach the class again. Recent staffing changes in my department might preclude my teaching it again anytime soon. If there is a next time, I would consider not using a standard textbook now that I am more comfortable with the material. One problem with following the textbook somewhat closely (which is a reasonable thing to do when you’re teaching something for the first time or two) is that you can get lost in the details and forget the big picture. A couple of students commented that this is how they felt about my class. I think instead of opening with review of G-Chem concepts and launching into amino acids and proteins, maybe I can start with some big picture metabolism (not the weeds) before getting into the building block molecules. There’s a logic to biochemistry and I’d like the students to see this. I thought I was trying to emphasize this, but many students found these details bewildering possibly because I had not spent enough time on the big picture or I was too abstract.

 

My self-rating for Round 2 is that I was overall mediocre; I’m not sure I did a better job teaching the second time around even though I was clearly more comfortable with the material. Perhaps that was the problem; I let the curse of knowledge slip in, and spending less time on thinking about the class showed.

Student A.I. use: Fall 2025

The last two times I taught G-Chem 1, I briefly told students how a generative A.I. such as ChatGPT can be useful and what some of its limitations are. Last semester (Fall 2025), I made no mention of A.I. use in any of my classes until the last week of the term. I surveyed the students asking if they used A.I. in my class, how so, how often, and if they found it helpful. The questions were open-ended and students could answer (or decline to do so) in any way they wish. I prefaced by saying that I had no problem with A.I. use, and that their responses would help me provide guidance to my future classes. I taught two sections of G-Chem 1 and one section of Biochem. My musings on the results are mainly focused on G-Chem because of the larger class sizes.

 

In G-Chem, 12% of students said they did not use any A.I., while 88% did so. ChatGPT was by far the main source, with Gemini a distant second. (Other apps got only one or two mentions.) Only a small proportion of students said they used it a lot. Most used it sparingly or occasionally. A.I. was most often used shortly before exams (in conjunction with getting answers to my study guides) and on the stoichiometry unit where students wanted help on step-by-step calculations. From my limited tests, GPT-4o does noticeably better on stoichiometry than GPT-3 (which wasn’t very good) in providing a correct solution, although typically a verbose one.

 

Interestingly, a few students used the chatbot to recommend youtube videos to help them understand a topic. (Many students just use Google or go straight to youtube to look for such videos.) Most students said they found it helpful in “explaining” concepts or how to solve problems. Several students specifically said they used it to generate practice problems or to quiz themselves. One student said it helped them “decode” their notes and explain it in a simple way. Students said it was particularly helpful when they missed class, one even saying “I didn’t need to go to office hours… it gave me the answer from anywhere I liked.” While the majority of students said they found ChatGPT useful, a handful did not.

 

A number of students provided specific caveats in their usage. A student writes: “I would strongly recommend not heavily depending on it for homework, as it ends up being more harmful than beneficial. You must know how you obtained your answer, not just copy and paste.” Another student: “These models are constructive for learning as long as you use them productively and have them guide you instead of answering for you.” A student notes: “It was helpful, but some ideas it presented contradicted my notes, so I am not sure how accurate it is.” Another student: “While not always correct, I felt that it would usually get me started in the right direction to finish understanding the topic or solving the question on my own.” Interestingly, the students who made these types of comments were almost all students who earned A’s or B’s as their final grade. Also noteworthy, the 12% of students who did not use A.I. also earned A’s or B’s. (The average grade was in the C+ range so slightly less than 50% of the students earn A’s or B’s.) Of the students who used it sparingly or rarely, again these were the A or B students. This is perhaps not surprising. The students who knew the material felt less of a need to use A.I.

 

Since the best use of a generative A.I. is to generate test questions and study guides, I’m glad to see many students mention it in this way. Even more use it for explanations or answers which is more hit-or-miss, but I’m glad that students noticed this. Here’s one thoughtful student comment: “When it comes to studying equations, ChatGPT was very helpful because it showed me step-by-step how to solve it. I also used this model to create practice problems for me. In terms of elaborating the material from class, it was moderately helpful. It mostly gave me vague explanations.” This student also thought it was a limitation of the free version and mused that if they had used a paid version they may have had better results. One student would load the study guide in and then ask ChatGPT to provide timed quiz questions so that the student would feel like they were in an exam.

 

In Biochem, I saw similar trends: 15% of the students did not use A.I. (All three earned A’s and were among the top five.) There aren’t many math-related or calculation questions in Biochem so most of the students used it to clear up things they weren’t sure about, again usually pertaining to the study guides or my lecture slides (which I provide to the students). Since this is a smaller class, I’m not sure if any trends are significant.

 

My takeaways: Students are going to use A.I. in a chemistry class regardless of whether you have a policy or not. The majority of them already do so and feel that it is helpful, so they will keep doing so. The academically stronger students use it less, but likely because they feel they understand the material in class and are able to solve problems without outside help most of the time. Many students leverage the generative capabilities of a Large-Language-Model A.I. to generate test questions although whether they are generating sufficiently complex questions is less clear. Some students notice the weaknesses of A.I. answers yet still find it helpful as a guide. Students think A.I. helps to “simplify” some concept they are struggling with. Whether or not it is over-simplified is less clear. Students still gravitate to video explanations to supplement the text explanations of A.I., and youtube remains a key source for students.

Out of Book

In The Most Human Human, Brian Christian muses about his experience playing a “confederate” during the 2009 Loebner prize. It’s an annual Turing Test competition where entrants have designed artificial intelligence computer chatbots to mimic a human. A judge has a five-minute conversation over a computer terminal with a chatbot or an actual human being, and then has to decide which is which. As a “confederate” Brian is one of the humans. The chatbot that best fools the judges into thinking it’s a human is dubbed “The Most Human Computer”. The human that best convinces the judges of his or her humanity is “The most human human”.

 

Chapter 5 of Brian’s book, titled “Out of Book”, refers to where chess games at interesting. Chess openings and endings are often scripted. Over time a database builds up on effective opening moves and their variants. The same is true at the endgame where few pieces remain on the board and a brute-force analysis can determine who the winner will be. The Book refers to this wealth of knowledge in chess openings and endgames. It’s the midgame where things gets interesting, when players are forced into out-of-Book situations. Computer chess programs are loaded with The Book. All decent programs have them. What might make a program superior to others is how it handles the out-of-Book midgame. What makes a chess player a grandmaster is being able to successfully navigate the midgame.

 

At the novice level, memorizing more openings and endgames and practicing them a lot, often leads to victory over someone with a less prodigious memory. You get into a superior position by standing on the shoulders of the grandmaster giants who have gone before, and the game is about who blunders first by playing a known inferior move from the database. You don’t really need to understand the why behind the moves; you just need to execute them in the correct sequence. At the mastery level for humans, understanding the why is crucial to know when to effectively get out-of-Book and try to outplay your opponent with ingenuity. The challenge in playing against today’s computers is that they can store a huge Book and shrink the space between opening and ending. You might lose to a computer program before even getting out-of-Book.

 

All this makes me thinks of A.I. use in education. The majority of my students use chatbots to help them complete homework assignments and study for exams. They think it helps their learning, and that may be true some of the time, but I suspect it also leads to a dose of self-deception. They think they know something but when exam time comes (with no book or chatbot to consult), they don’t perform well. My exam questions should be no surprise based on what we cover in class and the study guides I provide, and the academically strong students have no problem doing well.

 

In contrast, I see a mishmash of nonsense written by the students who have no clue what’s going on.  They don’t know what they don’t know. If they made the effort to memorize the worked examples and explanations in class, they might do a tad better on the exams, but that’s not what’s happening. Instead, they cut-and-paste a question to pose to a chatbot, and read the answer thinking they understand it. Compounding the issue is that if you have little understanding of the subject matter, you are unable to tell if the chatbot answer is correct, wrong, or not-even-wrong. Large Language Model chatbots are designed to sound plausible. Their prodigious memory means they are likely to string together words that sound like the right answer. Maybe it is, maybe it isn’t, maybe it’s simply misleading and neither here-nor-there.

 

A.I. is hailed as a potential disruptor and savior of education. Its champions are the tech companies trotting out deals to hook the young early in the hopes that they will shell out money for premium access later. Schools and universities are stirred into a frenzy by FOMO vibes and guilt-tripped about not preparing their students for the upcoming A.I. revolution. You’ve gotta be able to access The Book. Everyone’s doing it! But like the novice chess players who consult a book to advance their moves without understanding the deeper reasons, novice chemistry students consult an A.I. chatbot and now think they have advanced their understanding of the subject matter.

 

I think that A.I. coupled with knowledge-expertise can be an excellent tool for discovery and pushing the frontiers of knowledge. There lies the out-of-Book realm, ripe for discovery. For novices, though, chatbot education only provides a shallow and self-deceptive “learning”. If the world is headed towards an idiocracy, this might not matter. What pains me is that the bifurcation between the haves and have-nots will continue to expand, and it may devolve into total anarchy or a totalitarian state of affairs.

 

Interspersed with the stories of computer chess, Brian concludes his chapter by thinking about the conversations between humans. There’s an opening and closing, mostly scripted, and a potential interesting middle where two people might learn something new about each other and themselves. In a brief chat with a stranger or an acquaintance, one might never stray out-of-Book. Many top chatbots in the Loebner prize were able to steer the conversation to stay in The Book, banal yet effective. It encouraged me to think about getting out-of-Book and become a better conversationalist. Maybe I can try out some new surprising out-of-Book lines with my students and make a better connection this new year!

PJ Adventures

This winter break, I read the first five books of Percy Jackson & the Olympians penned by Rick Riordan. It was one of my thoughtful students who recommended I read them; he thought I would enjoy the creativity of infusing Greek myth and magic into modern day life. PJ&O is suitably found in the Young Adult section of my local library. Each book is a romp; the action moves quickly and punctuated with plenty of humor.

 

I’d read a fair bit of Greek mythology and was familiar with the Labours of Heracles and The Odyssey, two key sources of the myriad characters that show up in PJ&O. But they show up in surprising circumstances and often in disguise. I also see many similarities to the Harry Potter series with a young protagonist, discovering his true identity and abilities, being thrown into adventures alongside his close friends. In each book, the kid grows a year older, as a prophecy looms towards its fulfilment. There’s an antagonist who is slowly gaining power and trying to resurrect himself.

 

There are several types of beings in PJ&O. Ordinary mortals having ordinary physical characteristics normally do not perceive magic because of the Mist, more about that later. Gods can change form and present themselves in different ways; they seem to have some physicality and can be hurt by magical weapons. Demi-gods are the offspring of gods and mortals and seem to have the physicality of mortals but special characteristics depending on who their god-parent is. Percy, the son of Poseidon, can manipulate water. Monsters cannot be perceived by most ordinary mortals and their true form is hidden by the Mist. They turn into dust when slain with magical weapons and can be re-formed at a later time.

 

Are the gods and monsters made of different physical elements? It’s unclear. They certainly interact with earth and water. But at least some of them can change shape and form, so maybe it’s a different underlying physicality. The books hint that belief in the gods seems to sustain their existence. There are ordinary mortals who can perceive the world of myth and see through the Mist. How and why is also unclear. Is there a color of magic that can only be seen by some? Few are born with the ability and it’s unclear how such a trait arises and whether it can be passed down genetically. The scientist in me is curious about such details, but the stories skip right to the action. You suspend belief and go with the flow. At least that’s what Percy does as he blunders through one adventure after another.

 

The Mist is interesting. Is it a matter of physical perception or is it that mortal brains can only interpret what is physically familiar and therefore cannot perceive the magic. If you saw something so stupendous it defied belief, your mind might rationalize it into something that fits into your world view. The alternative is to go mad, a not-unreasonable possibility. There is no Magical Squad that goes around obliviating the memories of otherworldly sights in PJ&O. Ultimately, like any good fictional story successfully immerses you into its supernatural world so that the physical oddities aren’t as important. The themes of friendship, loyalty, love, truth, anchor the story and that seems to be what most of us mortals care about. The abstract takes precedence over the physical surface, and those of us constantly sweating the physical details are the odd ones out among mere mortals.

Concreteness

As a theorist, I’m very comfortable thinking abstractly. I believe this has helped me gain expertise in my field, evidenced by being able to “see” the deep features when problem-solving, and not be distracted by surface-level features. I also believe that one of the biggest challenges of being a teacher in my area of expertise is the curse of knowledge. I cannot “unsee” the deep features of chemistry, but neither can I bestow my mind’s-eye-sight to the novice. It’s not a concrete gift I can give.

 

My job is to help move students along the path from novice to expert. I’m trying to help students see chemistry the way I do. I have a limited amount of time to carry out this task. Similarly, my students have a limited amount of time to learn a body of material before they take the final exam that assesses their knowledge. My strategy is to make sure students know definitions and problem-solving protocols. Then we go through several different examples where I try repeatedly to point out the common deep structure of the problem even though the surface features are diverse. One challenge is baseline knowledge. The expert has tons of it; the student has little. When you don’t know much, you can only grasp in vain at the surface features that seem more concrete, even though they are less important for solving a problem.

 

I’ve been wondering if, over the years, my theoretical bent has quietly asserted itself more and more in my pedagogy, favoring the abstract over the concrete. Yes, I do want students to be able to think abstractly. This is particularly important in chemistry where understanding what is happening in the tiny nanoscale regime requires abstract imagination. We can’t see atoms or wavefunctions or chemical bonds or dipole attractions. Chemists are always imagining what is invisible to the naked eye, because the heart of chemistry comes from making and breaking chemical bonds. I talk about balls and sticks and springs and waves. I ask students to imagine such entities. I draw graphs. I write equations. I try to include real-world tidbits of chemistry in the mundane that’s all around us. I find myself excited just thinking about such things. But they are all still in my mind’s eye.

 

Do the students see things the way I do? They can tell that I’m knowledgeable and enthusiastic about what I’m teaching (evidenced by comments in student evaluations). But this doesn’t mean they are learning how to think chemically. Humans haven’t been around for long, and for most of human evolution, learning has been visceral. Concrete. Physical. Not so much in the abstract realm. I think I need to bring more concreteness to the teaching and learning of chemistry, and counter my strong bent towards the abstract. Not that the abstract is unimportant – it’s still vital! – but to do better in helping novice students learn chemistry. The best science writers who are able to convey complex ideas to their novice readers employ the visceral in their language. Blood and guts and more. Your mind’s eye is not the only think activated. You can almost feel, smell, taste even though you’re just scanning words on a page. There’s a concreteness to it.

 

How will I remind myself to keep working on this? Over time I am likely to revert back to emphasizing the theoretical and abstract. Maybe I need a (small) concrete block. A physical brick might be sufficient. I could muse more about this topic, but instead maybe I should take the good first step of getting up off my chair and away from my computer and locate said concrete brick.